Is god imaginary why doesnt he come to me ?

Is god imaginary??? in the bible 1COR 15:3-8 jesus proved ressurection by appearing to peter then the twelve after that the 500 brothers all at same time then james,and the apostles... In the bible MATHEW 18:19-20 it states jesus is among us and god will do what we ask ... So if i pray to jesus and ask him to physically appear so we may know of his ressurection,and we have faith that he will answer as he promises in the bible,, in his name we pray , amen.... why doesnt god appear to me,, is he imaginary???